The one and only one

Have u ever met someone who is really different from the people u have met so far? I have…..and it’s an enjoyable and exhilarating moment.
Unlike many men I know, this guy is a shy one. He seems doesn’t want to show his face; it’s funny. He’s childish (in my mind). He doesn’t want to express his feeling by doing something that every man (I know) would do; such as: telling that he likes me or trying to hold my hand. Moreover, he is a perseverant man. He would struggle and willing to work hard if he has to do it. He once told me about his childhood. He lives not in a well-off family,but he can get food to eat & earn money. Not to mention, when he’s getting the food from the incense (I can’t imagine how crazy he was). He’s not afraid of anything and when u get to know him more, u will find that he’s so well-informed. He likes to read. It’s the one that makes me ashamed. I learn a lot from him. He teaches me the lesson to pursue my dream by giving many inspirations from famous people until ‘wayang puppet’ characters. From him, I can be a self-confident person and have a strong motivation to live this life meaningfully. He’s also a man of inspiration. He can make others say what he says or do what he does. However, as a human being, we are not perfect…. I know him from my friend. As a man has the weakness on women,so does he. It’s the one which makes me a bit cautious to give my full heart to him, because he was a great pretender. Besides, he’s also the man who can easily get many presents from women & (since I start this relationship by knowing him as a friend or maybe a brother who doesn’t need to keep our image cleaned to impress each other) he told me that it’s a bit of taking advantage of those women. I admit that he’s smart or I can say that he’s seeing every circumstances as an opportunity for him. Eventhough he looks innocent, he’s actually a man full of strategy. That’ s why, it is difficult for me to understand him,to learn his thought….but, now I know what to do….(and I also get it from him) I should think positively about him,coz what we think about others is what we pray for those people….At least, I try to take a risk, coz the chance never knocks on the door twice….I know that whatever I do….I just have to do it…and what I feel…I just have to feel it…without the necessity to keep it & make my self regret it.
I know that I have to rely on God for this thing & let Him guide our way….for He’s the one who knows our future

but, one thing for sure: I don’t want to loose this feeling